Update 42 - Doldrums

I don’t feel stuck. I feel slowed.

I’ve been on the patch semi-consistently for two weeks. I’ve also been doing some volunteer work, and prioritizing my relationship over personal pursuits. That being said, I’ve also been putting way too much time into Mount and Blade II: Bannerlord.

Something about the heat we’ve been experiencing makes me feel lethargic, almost like it’s too much effort to breathe. As if the air is heavier, which I suppose it is. Still, I did the skyride this past weekend. I’ve been doing yoga daily to help with having such a sedentary job. I’ve had doctors appointments and paid off bills. I’m just living life. To go on about my book seems like a misuse of energy. It’s been taking more to write as well.

Whoever you are, I hope you’re doing well.